"I don't care! I love you always and forever. You will quickly see that I do NOT judge a person, good or bad. YOU are NOT a bad person. You are one of the nicest people I've met. You are awesome, and have been nothing but good to me, and for that, I will be nothing but good to you. I'm a good listener, and I truly will not judge you, no matter how bad things you did. I love you ALWAYS, promise"
I miss when she used to say,"Nigghhhttt honey bunches of oats" its like I can hear it so strongly tonight."Night honey bunches of oats,I love you *Muah*"
I bet it will always be there..every night..her saying goodnight to me in her own special way. Haley will always be one of my biggest life inspirations. She taught me so much about strength,friendship,bravery,love,and kindness and when she joined the GTL I was among the first to welcome her in. I never would've imagined that the connection between us would grow so much in so little time. Right away we shared a passion for running track and I hoped with all my heart that one day we would both be healthy enough to race each other at her school's track. Haley always saw the good in me and within every single other person that she met. She had that NEGU mentality..ALWAYS. I have been crying all day. Everytime I stop for a split second, another memory/song/picture pops up and I begin all over again. I haven't even made butterflies today ( and everyone who knows me knows how rare that is).I had no idea I would finish my homework due tonight but I did (with 30 minutes remaining) WE did it together. She was here by my side reminding me that no matter what I do in life..whether it is homework that I don't want to do..or something else..I must always keep fighting through the tears and hard times and NEVER EVER GIVE UP!
She used to tell me that I impacted her life almost every single time I talked to her...which was almost every single day. I hope she knows she's impacted mine for the better..but I don't have to think..I know she knows. When I woke up today, the sky was grey and meak..and I felt oh so very weak. But later on the sun shone through the clouds over the mountains outside of my house. She is always going to be here with me..through the sunshine and pain. She will always remain. GP sisters forever and ever and ever and ever! No bond is stronger <3 and="and" beautiful="beautiful" br="br" continues.="continues." day="day" ever="ever" friendship="friendship" most="most" on="on" one="one" race="race" the="the" then..our="then..our" track="track" until="until" we="we" will="will">
"I have 0% control over my body,but I have 100% control over my attitude"-Haley
Hey alli baker, you are SUCH a cutie and a sweetheArt, thanks for being so thoughtful and sweet! I would LOVE a bracelet
We were going to have a Greys Anatomy marathon
Pain and hardship are miserable. We will do almost anything to keep it away. Yet it is through pain that we are refined. We change. We grow. We are somehow strengthened. It is uncomfortable. So uncomfortable. Hardship. While we desire to escape it, we come out stronger than we were before. This isn’t without tears or some "Why God?" moments.
So what does this have to do with beach glass? I see my life and the life of my friend as a little piece of beach glass. We aren’t always sure how we will survive different circumstances in our lives. We think we will break under the constant crashing of disappointments, hardships, and trials. But, if a piece of discarded trash can become something beautiful and valuable, I have to believe my Creator is doing much the same with me. He is refining me. Smoothing the rough edges. Softening the exterior that can cut and be dangerous. He values me and with the break of each wave, I am becoming more of who I was created to be.
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