The Farther You Run

"You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for what's in their heart. that's what we should do. so for all you skeptics out there. prepare to be surprised"

As I look through a list of one tree hill quotes,listening to Lisa Scinta covers and Kate Voegle "Manhattan from the sky",inspiration struck me.So naturally,I had to write about it.So there is this person..and I have always thought of her as a attention seeker and a liar and just an all around not good hearted individual.For you to know why,you would need to know the back story.So Ill tell you.I will leave names out of it for privacy reasons.In Math class this girl would talk bad about me and how fat I am,how bad I am at dance,and she would say it and I could hear it from across the room,and she would say it standing next to me.It was around February.February was a really tough month for me in general without having to deal with her,usually I could take it.Not going to lie it hurt.a lot.I realized she was just jealous that I got into a certain dance class when it took her a lot longer.She thought herself better..I see everyone as equals..and everyone brings something different to the table.She lied about being pregnant to everyone at school,and I was told she scratches her arm and shows people..just to get attention.
That is what bothered me the most.When someone harms themselves,they usually are ashamed of it and keep it a secret from everyone...showing it off seems almost wrong.With the friends I have known who have done this in the past,there are other ways to get the help you need if you are really that upset.I took it as a message.Maybe I was meant to befriend her or help her.I don't really know her.I don't know her likes...her dislikes..or whats in her heart.But I do know I deserve to give her a second chance..maybe shes changed..maybe I am the one that needed to change..but I know the judgment has gotten us nowhere and life is far to short to live hating one another.



I love when it is raining and the sun shines through.(Taken on July 9,2010 NV)